Should I !!!

should i be myself 
or act like someone else 

should i be true 
or just lie to you 

should i smile 
or it would be a crime 

should i see the light 
or act like i am blind 

should i say it loud 
or hide from the crowd 

should i live in peace 
behind those greeny trees 

or i'd just had to run
forever with my gun 

should i feel sad
when i see u that mad 

or i'd just leave you alone
when you can't find your home 

can u come that near 
or just leave me to fear 

can't you feel my pain 
or u say i am just insane 

why are you becoming rough
and treating me so tough

life is so cruel 
i can't bear that rule